What’s the point in enjoying life? It’s not as if you’re going to remember every good moment. I may as well waste my life being unhappy and studying for school. If we’re unhappy we know that we’re going to successful in the eyes of the economy.
I don’t think I’ll ever understand what goes on in my brain… I hate being a teenaged, one minute I’m happy, the next I just want to cry. But no matter what mood I’m in I still wish that life did not exist.
I’ve been trying so hard to keep it in and not cry, but I’m too weak. I’m such a worthless human being who hates life without proper reason. So many people have actually been through traumatic experiences, and I haven’t. Why do I want to die? I feel so selfish for wanting to die when others would call my life perfect…
A smile to cover up isn’t nearly as good as a happy smile from within.